My own story
<br>reality <br>VS<br><br>dream <br><br> We come to this world with dreams, When we were infants ,everyone must have t<br>hat dream that we can speak language which can be used to ask what we like,whic<br>h should be the first dream of us .<br><br> When we could speak,we have another dream:Hoping to walk by ourselves gradually<br> ,once this dream have came true .A series of dreams stuck in our mind -- runnin<br>g and playing,etc ,at that time even we did not know what is dream clearly.Then <br>Hoping to grow into adults like our fathers and mothers. <br><br> On the way to pursue our dreams,something unexpected may happen at any time to<br> hinder us. At the age of 8 or about ,my farther did not work for he was disable<br>d,from then on I lived with my grandparents for a long time ,during that time my<br> dream was to get the school reward to get money from them becuse they once said<br> to me if I was the top of my class ,they would give me money for praise ,it was<br> so childlike ,perhaps related with my age .<br> <br> I became a middle school student when I was 12 years old ,soon I heard of gra<br>ndfathe* **lled serious sickness called cancer,I was very sad and I did not have<br> high spirit ,I did not study hard than I did before When I approached the grad<br>e two in the middle school, after three months.My grandfather died because of t<br>he annoying cancer abruptly.My family was full of sadness espicially me I often <br>cried without being seen .I was very bitter.But what can I do for that,just crie<br>d.I was 13 that year.I lost the greatest kindest relative.I did not know why the<br> god was unfair to me.<br><br> I was very depressible after my grandfather’s death.The truth upseted my fami<br>ly.Nobody remembered to comfort me,I just cried and cried slinkingly in the nigh<br>t.I nearly made myself crazy.At last,I decided to give up my dream, completely. <br>so it could minish my family’s fee.So I didn’t review hard.I known if I would <br>not have got the better result,I would get more and more disappointment.so I di<br>d not study hard from then on,I waste time .Finally I failed in my exams again a<br>nd again .That was my result what I got I let my teachers and family down.Althou<br>gh they did blame me，I did not feel said.<br><br> I remembered once I went out the school gate without my teacher's permitting <br>,I known I have grown up.I must attended to work for myself. But my mother cried<br> a lot when she knew what I did.she tried her best to persuade me ,I did not li<br>sten to her at all ,I think I was mador crazy .a lot of people persuaded me inc<br>luding my two middle school teachers,they all said I was too young to do everyth<br>ing.so I went to another school.now I was very regretful and grateful .The bigge<br>st pressure on me was that my elder brother entried Xi'dian university that year<br>,I did not defeat in front of him.Another dream shaped in my mind.<br><br> When I went to grade 3,I resumed myself to study even harder to access to the <br> best high school in my county.but my father did after 2003 spring festival ,he <br>has been lying on the beg for 8 because of disable ,maybe it was a extrication (<br>解脱) to him,but to me it was a disaster.that time I did not cry,I did not know <br>why. suddenly I felt lonely and bitter.But I have no choice,only changed my atti<br>tude to study harder and harder.At last I succeed .I entried the key school of S<br>haan Xi province.<br> <br> At first,a ctually I had a lot of difficulities in my study,because my study b<br>ase was much worse than others’.I was always under a lot of pressure on my stud<br>y.When I failed in the exams,I had a doubt about myself:Did you still believe yo<br>ur ability?were you sure you can make it?I really didn’t know the result.I neal<br>y gave up for several times.But I wouldn’t be the craven.I said to myself:If yo<br>u try your best,you must be successful.This belief made me face the reality stro<br>ngly. <br><br> During the studay time at high school, I wanted to be a college student very <br>much ,or why I went to high school.I started to struggle for the dream day and <br>night.I studied harder and harder in the whole high school.I was pround of my ac<br>hievement,and my teachers had a lot of confidence in me.I was sure that I could <br>achieve my goal in the future.My dream made me struggle diligently.I think the m<br>ost significat thing was that I made many good friends we spend lots of time p<br>alying and studying.Several girls around me gave me much care and often forced m<br>e to call them"jiejie" because I was little younger than them,I often told my ha<br>ppy childhool to them.On girl who was my deskmate had good friendship .When she <br>left for another classroom,I felt sorrow for sever days and writed the sola diar<br>y about her leaving,reading one kind of missing（想思） , one kind of missing （<br>思念） ,one emothion that can not be expressed by language our friendshio was no<br>t love but exceeding love.The god was cring for her leaving,the tears drop fro<br>m several ten thousand ten feet upper hitting the ground stongly , as if ventle<br> the rage of him.(sorry,I can not express this sentence in my words.I tell you t<br>he Chiese meaning: ，一种乡思，一种思念，一种无法用语言表达的感情，不是爱，却胜似<br>爱。上天也为她的离去而落泪，泪水从几万丈的高空狠狠的打在地上，好像在发泄心中的愤<br>懑）<br><br> How time flies!I was a freshman now ,although I did not go to a school of my <br>heart,and was not popular than my brother's, I can feel grief for several days,e<br>ven lose my temper to my family,I was frequently depressed and backslide sometim<br>es,even in the least spirit.But Now those feelings dispeared and instead of it <br>was a new dream to be a postgraduate student, I could diligently strive for the<br> dream . I can give up affection that some students think as the most romantic <br>matter I believe myesef.<br> <br> The idea is a power, it unceasingly gives the person strength.The idea is a na<br>vigation aid, indicates the direction to the person.I believe I will not be lon<br>ely during university, because I have my idea. <br><br> I want to say that life is new idea replaces the old ideal process actually ,p<br>lease believe me.Certainly, dream sometimes can have the conflict with the real<br>ity,such as me,please remember that we should face the problems,rightly,becaus<br>e that is the real life.<br><br> On the way of coming true our dream or idea , the setback will happen at any ph<br>ase, do not have to be discouraged, earnest treatment. Overcoming difficulties <br>untill we succeed ,discovering that, in your front there are lots of fresh flowe<br>rs waiting for us.I believed "making each day count" is the most important and <br> the biggest dream for myselfe .<br> <br> Forget all the sad past,face the reality,and make my dreams come true are my l<br>ifelong dreams.<br> <br><br>pessimism <br>VS<br><br>optimism
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