self introduction like, believe, nothing, feeling

googo

I am a shy girl, also an outgoing person and I like all people have the same dream with the first and I want to be a good man, a striving for their ideals, who has a blood chamber, but it every day in their own little world depravity, decadence .. once I am a happy girl, nothing disturbed my heart, I was very happy, also have a happy family, I was a very stupid stupid girl, the girl is a heavy feeling, but in reality, the heavy feelings has become my fatal flaws, I no longer believe ... once I have a dream, to travel around with my mother, so she and enjoy their grandchildren, but now no longer be able to achieve this desire .. I sometimes inexplicable sadness, feeling the haze around everything, sometimes inexplicable trance, and when asked by others do not know what time in mind .. I want to have a big house, which is located in the beautiful beach, yard, enjoying the beautiful nature, I want to have their own room, nothing inside, except for a large floor to ceiling windows, and it must face the sea. so that I can enjoy their own space in the inside, leaving his thoughts floated far, far away .. sad when you can enjoy inside the vent, cry loudly, because do not want outside people hear my grief, it will not hurt anyone; happy, I can laugh loudly, because I want to share my happiness with others ... I told myself to do a happy sunshine girl, I told myself not to have been living in the memories, the memories of happiness may be infected themselves, may make me reluctant to travel, and the memories of sadness, but let me stand still, more decadent and confused, I think to tell you, happily through the day, because happiness is a very happy thing, and I expect to get this happiness ..

fangting

well done,you are very very sensible,come on!

tingroom

a blood chamber？what do you mean？