ZHISHAN

Before Jon's death, I took pride in the fact that I rarely asked for help or favors. I defined myself by my competence and independence. So who was I if I was no longer capable and busy? How could I respect myself if all I did was sit on the couch everyday and watch the snow fall?
在乔恩去世以前，我很少向他人寻求帮助或施舍，我为此而自豪。我自认为是一个有能力、很独立的人。但如果一旦我不再有能力也不忙碌了，那我又是什么样呢？如果我就这么一直坐在沙发上每天看着落雪，我又将如何面对自己？