木棉花开了

i really don't know how to choice.actually,i'm a undergraduate.but i love my major,i want to engage in it.i think i would feel confused and dismayed if i done a job which have nothing to do with my major.after all,i spent so much money an energy with it and i dedicated to study my major.but if i have no choice to do it ,i will give up.beacuse i don't want to ask money for my parents an imust to stand on my own feet.however,i never give up of my hopeing.