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Now I pratice in a company.When I first day to here,I felt be full of energy and positive to my bright prospect.But day after day,the reality is not my thought. I felt disappointing with my work.The life is boring.I can't find the way where belongs to me.I am really frustrated.
  I made a decision for myself that I read some kinds of books .Book is the my best mental nourishment.It open a new world instead of the reality.When I am on book meditation,the feeling is soft as if the mother stares at her lovely baby with smile.At this moment,the reality is gone away.